Not on the right track

nothing seems to be right to me.
say it work, studies, relationship
Things are in a BIggY mess ever!

Oh my, i wish things were over.
but i couldnt make them over.
i might be in control of them, but not everything.
One things obviously do relate to another than!
that the whole main problem i should highlight!

oh, i am so confuse with everything.
they are tangled up in my mind.
Wondering what makes this started
causes havoc to me and only me.

It was me.
i started and n gottta end them too.
As soon as i could.
n if poosible. i wouldnt wanna turn and look back.
i failed doing this several times.
cross my finger and hopes everythings gonna be fine.